December 2010
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It doesn’t seem to matter how many times and how thoroughly I wash my hands. I can still smell the vomit on my fingers.
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“I had bulimia for a number of years. And that’s like a secret disease. You...”
– Princess Diana of Wales on Bulimia (via decisioni)
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11806) My depression fuels my eating disorder. My...
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bunnietrimdown asked: Bottom line this is your place to vent about your day and what irks you... For all I know this could be your only place to let these emotions out, and I'd much rather have you get things off your chest then keep stuff bottled up... It was something that bothered you and that person has the right to there opinion but honestly... Step off... No one else seemed to care<3
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11430) Boys don't cure eating disorders, friends...
erroxmysox-deactivated20110708 asked: :) it's no big deal girly! we all get frustrated sometimes, & i'd never want you to censor yourself in your blog!
iamiwillbe asked: uhm, wouldn't you say your post was a bit shallow? sorry honey, but you have no idea what hell they go through. just because they don't pout about their weight all the time and appear to be be comfortable with it doesn't mean it doesn't bother them or hurt them in some way.. so you have an eating disorder. as do they. you both handle it differently. i'm ashamed of you. who...
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11002) I feel like a failure everytime I eat.
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Could you have an Eating Disorder? →
girlsreallyboy:
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skinnythinobsession:
Scored 90% lol I’m such a fail
78%. whatever, i’m still fat. im not stopping until im skinny.
64%… i feel like it should be higher
86%, like I didn’t see that coming..
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erroxmysox replied to your post: The fatties aren’t going to like this one.
This was really mean though. it’s rude to push you but it prob wasn’t cause they’re fat. I’m fat and I don’t go pushing people aside in the store regardless of what’s in my cart. But it would suck knowing someone was judging my binge foods like that.
Well, I knew it wasn’t going to be a popular post. But,...
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The fatties aren't going to like this one.
*covers mouth in mock horror* Oops! Did I just type that outloud? Sorry, I’m usually not so rude. But honestly, I was disgusted today.
I was at the grocery store comparing the calories and carbohydrates in rice cakes. I was already miserable shopping for fucking food and being actively tortured by a difference of 25 calories and 3 grams of carb per different cake flavor.
The these two fat...
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I feel really sad when i see all these 14 and 15...
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Because i remember being that 14 or 15 year old. And i’d like to be able to tell them it gets easier, but it doesn’t.
No, it really doesn’t. Once this starts…it’s with you. I started at 11. I’m now 27, and although I know more and understand it better, I’m as sick as ever.
Anonymous asked: From the bottom of my heart, hoping you're okay.
Breathe. Slowly. You're beautiful.
Hoping tomorrow will be better... that's what we live for, right? Tomorrow? Hope?
(:
Breathe. Slowly. You're beautiful.
Hoping tomorrow will be better... that's what we live for, right? Tomorrow? Hope?
(:
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I need a subscription to Corbin Fisher.
I want more gay male porn in my life. But those subscriptions are really expensive. And very hard to explain to husbands. Fucking hell.
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A loss for words.
Yesterday I b/p’d. I knew it was going to happen eventually, I knew I couldn’t just give it up. I don’t know if there will EVER be a time like that.
Yesterday, I went into the drugstore to pick up my prescriptions. My husband was waiting outside for me. For the past couple of weeks I had been breaking my anti-depressants in half to save them until his insurance was cleared to...
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seventearstothesea asked: <3
Congratulations on two days purge free. 8D That's fantastic, lovely.
Congratulations on two days purge free. 8D That's fantastic, lovely.
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10340) THEY ALL KNOW.
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Three is the magic number
Three days, bitches! THREE! :D I finally get to change that damn, mocking number of days purge-free to something other than 0, 1, or 2! I am seriously excited, although it hasn’t been easy, AT ALL. I don’t know how much longer I can do this.
Yesterday my husband brought me home 3 tacos with beans and rice. >_< I wanted to use it as the jumping off point for a righteous binge so...
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10044) Protect me from what I want.
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This is why I don't tell anyone anything.
This is going to be quick because I am techinically studying for a final tomorrow. Not that it matters. I already am done with school. But I’m a perfectionist, so…
Anyway, I debated and wrestled myself over whether or not I should write my teacher who let me add the class in the beginning of the semester and tell her about my multiple sclerosis diagnosis and why I was worried about...
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