“The aim is to balance the terror of being alive with the wonder of being alive.” — Carlos Castaneda (via czarinna)
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I still live.
I still purge.
I still think about all of you.
I still wonder where some of my friends on here have gone.
I still miss those lost friends.
I still feel so alone.
I still love you all. <3
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In support of marriage equality, Ben & Jerry have teamed up with Stonewall to create Apple-y Ever After. On their website they state that “Social justice is at the core of our values. Since our humble beginning 34 years ago, Ben & Jerry’s has been an advocate for equal rights.”
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I want to try this.
Aw! I want to buy this, support gay marriage, eat it and purge it! :’D (You have my express consent to delete for your reblog. Love, Lovely)
All your self-serving episode on eating disorders has done is make me pity the women and men you featured. I can’t believe you stretched out that poor fucking girl’s SI scars and touched them for the whole fucking world to see. What the fuck is wrong with you? How many of your guests will kill themselves after this, after they realize your filleted them open like fish for millions to gawk at? Fuck you. All I felt was FAT and like a FAILURE looking at these girls. And pained. Pained at what they have to go through. Unless you’ve felt it, you could never understand. Never.
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I have kept down foods today I haven’t in years - some french fries, crackers, and chocolates? Dear fucking Lord, I’m terrified! I feel like I will gain so much. I can’t purge - I have to keep down the medicine I already took. I’m trying to keep calm & think rationally that I did not consume enough calories to make a real change in weight…and look on the bright side that maybe it will throw my metabolism back in gear. But all I really want is to eat more and throw up. FUCK, FRENCH FRIES?! WHY????
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“Whatever.” — lovelyplastek
I was attempting to write a decent caption for this gif but, (un)fortunately, I kept getting distracted by it’s immense amounts of hotness.
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