Just saw your latest answer to a question about lying. I have faced my bulimia. It's been my best friend for 11 years now. I am taking myself to a clinic in 6 weeks and have "let the cat out of the bag" so to speak. I don't think I've ever been this honest with myself, my family or my treatment team before and it's the only reason I'm going to get better this time (it's only been 6 years I've been trying to). Try to be honest with someone, at least yourself good luck.
AnonymousThat is SO amazing. You have bravery I only dream of. I’m so curious as to why now, after 11/6 years, you have come to this point? If you feel you can, leave me a non-anonymous message and I will reply privately. I need the inspiration, and your story gives me some hope that is rarely found.
One thing that I have always felt…good? about is that I constantly work at being honest with myself about the degree I am fucked up and in what ways. I always say that if I am looking at myself with eyes wide open, at least I can hopefully see the most horrible mistakes I may make coming, and try to lessen the damage.
Thank you for leaving me this. I really hope you leave me a message. <3
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