What the fuck am I doing?
I have kept down foods today I haven’t in years - some french fries, crackers, and chocolates? Dear fucking Lord, I’m terrified! I feel like I will gain so much. I can’t purge - I have to keep down the medicine I already took. I’m trying to keep calm & think rationally that I did not consume enough calories to make a real change in weight…and look on the bright side that maybe it will throw my metabolism back in gear. But all I really want is to eat more and throw up. FUCK, FRENCH FRIES?! WHY????
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loseyourheartandmind said:
hang in there. Distract yourself, you are being so brave, and doing good. you can do it!
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